Thursday, April 14, 2011
At LCCT
Hello guys. Yes i am at lcct at this hour. 2.30am in the morning. Waiting for my early flight back to penang. Life has been hell since i started my clinical phase at melaka. Tests, homework, being made to copy stuffs for many times, scoldings etc. I would be happy to just hav 7 hours of sleep during the weekdays. Perhaps only with the o&g posting it's not that great. In a blink of eye i'm already done with the posting. Moving on to the medicine department with fingers crossed, hoping that it'll be less hectic for the next 1.5 month. Seriously, i need more breaks.
Monday, January 17, 2011
Variable
Drawing a line is the most difficult thing to do in the world, because nothing is definite and nothing is permanent. there's always exception. we hate people to do something sometimes and yet when we do the same we feel that it's okay.
or, today's yes could be tomorrow's no. your misfortune could be someone's treasure.
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1. humans always contradict themselves.
2. everyone's perception differs.
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Everything is always easier said than done.
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or, today's yes could be tomorrow's no. your misfortune could be someone's treasure.
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1. humans always contradict themselves.
2. everyone's perception differs.
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Everything is always easier said than done.
-end of post-
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Nothing to do
Well, it's not that i really have nothing to do, it's just that i'm too lazy to do anything. homework and books are piling up and yet i chose to close one eye. i'm just getting better and better at procrastinating. argh i hate my self for this! my laziness always gets the better of me :(
Now, some quick updates:
Currently i'm in the clinical phase already, which means i'm having postings in hospitals with different departments, namely Medicine, Psychiatry, Community Medicine, Paediatrics, Obstetric and Gynaecology, and lastly Surgery. Now i've finished 3 already, gonna finish the fourth one in another week(thank god!). My experience? It's kinda tiring to be standing all day long but overall it's still considered good. We learn to examine patients and apply whatever we've learned in the past two years into practice.
frankly speaking, every single day i have only 2 things in my mind during my posting: 1. what time is the class ending? i want it to finish asap. 2. i hope the class is being cancelled.
I even dreaded to go for classes on some days. What has happened to me? I think the major problem is the communication problem. I don't speak the Indian local language and it's kinda hard to talk to them. Even if i know how to speak, I don't know what they are telling me and yet we are supposed to ask tonnes of questions in order to get a freaking GOOD history from those patients. worse still, for those who even know how to speak english, i still have problem understanding them and they have problem understanding me too(their english is crappy). to even start the conversation i feel damn frustrated already. i just hope that the remaining less-than-two months can pass quickly.
Recently my mind has not been very productive, maybe because i watch less dramas and also those clinical postings tire me so much that i simply don't have time to do ponderings. However, fear not, i still spend time thinking each and every one of you, my dear friends. i really miss all of you very much.
alright, it's time for me to sleep. good night and merry christmas people! gotta go! =)
p/s: i was reading back my own previous posts and i was kinda impressed by my own thoughts and writings. lol. i guess my english is deteriorating. hah. alright ignore me. and thanks for reading this piece of crap. byeeeeeeeeee
Now, some quick updates:
Currently i'm in the clinical phase already, which means i'm having postings in hospitals with different departments, namely Medicine, Psychiatry, Community Medicine, Paediatrics, Obstetric and Gynaecology, and lastly Surgery. Now i've finished 3 already, gonna finish the fourth one in another week(thank god!). My experience? It's kinda tiring to be standing all day long but overall it's still considered good. We learn to examine patients and apply whatever we've learned in the past two years into practice.
frankly speaking, every single day i have only 2 things in my mind during my posting: 1. what time is the class ending? i want it to finish asap. 2. i hope the class is being cancelled.
I even dreaded to go for classes on some days. What has happened to me? I think the major problem is the communication problem. I don't speak the Indian local language and it's kinda hard to talk to them. Even if i know how to speak, I don't know what they are telling me and yet we are supposed to ask tonnes of questions in order to get a freaking GOOD history from those patients. worse still, for those who even know how to speak english, i still have problem understanding them and they have problem understanding me too(their english is crappy). to even start the conversation i feel damn frustrated already. i just hope that the remaining less-than-two months can pass quickly.
Recently my mind has not been very productive, maybe because i watch less dramas and also those clinical postings tire me so much that i simply don't have time to do ponderings. However, fear not, i still spend time thinking each and every one of you, my dear friends. i really miss all of you very much.
alright, it's time for me to sleep. good night and merry christmas people! gotta go! =)
p/s: i was reading back my own previous posts and i was kinda impressed by my own thoughts and writings. lol. i guess my english is deteriorating. hah. alright ignore me. and thanks for reading this piece of crap. byeeeeeeeeee
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
27.5.2010
It has only been 2 months since i returned to Manipal, but why the heck does it feel like i'm stuck here for FREAKING ONE YEAR long already???? arghhh time please pass faster, i wanna go back! this is hell! I miss singing k n shopping~
Friday, May 21, 2010
Another random
I superlike this line written by a good friend. "We play, we crap, we laugh and we share! Because we're friends!" I miss my old friends...
By the way, here's something to ponder:
1. Repetition does not make something a fact or a truth.
2. I still think that silence is golden. The more you talk, the more mistake you make. there is a chinese proverb saying 祸从口出.
3. If u cannot ameliorate something, at least make some effort to prevent it from becoming worse.
4. Great minds think alike, and fools seldom differ too.
5. People say, seeing is believing. I say, observe and think carefully(perhaps 1000 times are still not enough), life is full of possibilities and sometimes what you see is a very small part of the whole picture. Never ever just touch the surface of the water and say you had dived into it. Every event has more than one side story. Be the judge yourself.
By the way, here's something to ponder:
1. Repetition does not make something a fact or a truth.
2. I still think that silence is golden. The more you talk, the more mistake you make. there is a chinese proverb saying 祸从口出.
3. If u cannot ameliorate something, at least make some effort to prevent it from becoming worse.
4. Great minds think alike, and fools seldom differ too.
5. People say, seeing is believing. I say, observe and think carefully(perhaps 1000 times are still not enough), life is full of possibilities and sometimes what you see is a very small part of the whole picture. Never ever just touch the surface of the water and say you had dived into it. Every event has more than one side story. Be the judge yourself.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Random
1. I wish to just do nothing. Tests, can you just leave me alone?
2. Money isn't everything. "we cannot live without money" doesn't give u a right to be money-faced.
3. Ppl only do things that benefit themselves. i guess i'm too kind?
4. I'm a porcupine.
5. If only ifs are real...
6. Humans are flawed.
7. It is difficult to live in lies. whatever you are lying for, make sure it's worth the lies. Lie wisely.
8. Whatever happens, happens for a reason.
9. Sometimes a fool leads a happier life than an intelligent person.
10. The one i trust the most is not a who but a what - my instinct.
2. Money isn't everything. "we cannot live without money" doesn't give u a right to be money-faced.
3. Ppl only do things that benefit themselves. i guess i'm too kind?
4. I'm a porcupine.
5. If only ifs are real...
6. Humans are flawed.
7. It is difficult to live in lies. whatever you are lying for, make sure it's worth the lies. Lie wisely.
8. Whatever happens, happens for a reason.
9. Sometimes a fool leads a happier life than an intelligent person.
10. The one i trust the most is not a who but a what - my instinct.
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