Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Light n darkness. Which is faster?

I was feeling bored seems like it has been ages since i last updated my blog. haha. well actually there's nothing to update. just wanna share a meaningful sentence here.
quoted from criminal minds:

they say light has the fastest speed in the universe, but light reaches every place only to find that darkness had conquered it first.

there'll always be something wrong before right comes. bad before good. failure before sucess. poor before wealthy. etc. it's the nature of life which cannot be defied...

right now i hope the darkness -- exam surrounding me end faster so that i can go back to my real home n play for one month. lol.

there. an update. hope it's thought-provoking. :)

Friday, March 20, 2009

Diamond and graphite

Diamond and graphite r both made of carbon atoms, but y do their prices differ greatly? Who doesn't like diamonds, n who would hav wanted to buy n treasure graphite?

Well, the answer is really simple. Diamond is rare compared to the abundant graphite, which makes it so precious n expensive. Diamond is formed under a very high pressure, while graphite results from low pressure environment. Diamond can be turned into graphite under high temperature, but graphite cannot be transformed into diamond.

Likewise, compare diamond n graphite to human beings. if u can withstand high pressure n turn out to be just fine, u'll be a diamond loved n appreciated by other ppl. but beware, if u r too arrogant, always causing ppl's blood boiling(this is where the high temperature comes into picture), ur value may drop n u'll turn into graphite. if u already succumb to high pressure in the first place, don't bother to be a diamond. u just can't make it. cruel but true.

I want to be a diamond. :)

ps: pls pardon me for the simple english n short post. long time no write. gotta clean the rust in my brains d. hehe.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Living life to the fullest

Being back to Malaysia is all bout enjoying! I've been back for more than 1 week n all i did was eat, sleep n play. eat n sleep is more for the first 3 days of my return, the rest of the days i went to kl, met up with some intec friends, mmmc friends n also some of my old 5.0 classmates.
The only fun part of my kl trip is singing k(3 times in 4 days!) n playing cards. i'm glad that i went for this trip although i din get to shop cos i got to gamble!!! there's no kaki at all at sp(what a sad fact).... the reason i din get to shop is cos the hotel we stayed is near area of sungei wang, times square etc . i'm not a big fan of sungei wang n i dont really like times square either. the only place suitable for shopping there is pavilion, but it's kinda far n at the moment u actually reach there, u'll be half dead d.

things that sadly i did not get to do:
1. shopping
2. watch a nice movie
3. eat really good food(example: italianies, pasta de gohan, or even dragon-i) because times square n sungei wang simply dont hav these places
however, i ate kim gary for twice, if u want me to 勉强 consider that as REALLY good food(it's good, but not THAT good)
n the only heavenly food that i ate was ice cream fondue(found only at pavilion's baskin robbin, HIGHLY RECOMMENDED)

being the so-called gambling queen, i play cards every night, hehe. this year i hav no luck i guess, lost bout rm40+ at the first night itself. but no matter what, i'm still happy cos i can gamble, n the person who won the money actually use the money to subsidize for singing k at redbox. the other nights my friends hav no money d so we just play cards, din gamble.

well, some ppl said they r gonna use this 1 month holiday study but obviously that will not be me. i felt that i deserve to just relax during this holiday. dont care bout the other stuffs. there's no point torturing myself when i know that i'm gonna be tortured for 6 months in less than 3 weeks later. so, living life to the fullest during this holiday = eat, sleep, play, waste money =P

Monday, January 19, 2009

Some quick outdated updates

can't believe that this is my first post in the brand new year. usually ppl start with their resolutions. i'm done with making resolutions because i know that i wont follow those stupid plans. i'm not a rule-adherent person n i dont like to follow plans, timetables etc. i prefer flexibility n spontaneous stuffs. there is more fun. unpredictable. full of surprises.
and now for the updates:
i've shifted to new hostel, which is kinda expensive, but it's very near my lecture hall n has a small kitchen sink, so i guess the pros did outweigh the con(trying to convince myself that i did not spend too much money on accommodation, hehe).
i'm going back to malaysia on 6th feb, reaching on the 7th, holiday for a month! yay! can't wait for it. but sadly before that, i gotta endure the following torturous 16 days full of study, tests n exams. n this aging brain of mine sadly doesnt help by being less accommodative with memories. n the only compensatory mechanism i hav is to pray more(to study more is impossible, for non-medical-students' information, n for me, to study everything for once is already a big accomplishment!). haha.
we do hav a day off for chu 1. it's not good in a way that we hav to rush our syllabus more. sigh. but anyway i'm still grateful for that break. seriously need it.
recently i learned in nutrition lecture that eating vegetables interferes with the absorption of zinc ion n fat-soluble vitamin, hence giving me another reason to not like eating vegetables. hehe. i know it's lame, cos it's the only disadvantage of eating vegetables.
it's kinda abrupt to stop here, but i shall stop now anyway, dont wanna doze off in class tomorrow. will continue next time. to william n pat, hope u all r enjoying urselves at deustchland. i'll definitely go visit u all someday. hehe. dont forget to treat me when the time comes, as promised. =)

another wasted night

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Merry Christmas!!!

merry christmas everyone! it's so sad that we could not think of any activity to do at manipal except going out for dinner n playing cards. hehe. u did not read wrongly. i've gone back to my old self again >>> the cards addict. playing big 2 NON-STOP. when friends invite i play. when i on my laptop i play against the comp. last time i took quite a long while to quit this habit n now it has return haunting me again. help please!!! i cant seem to stop playing big 2 now. plus now i'm back to playing facebook games also. ugh. i hate myself. i dont wanna neglect my studies again.

anyway, this is supposed to be a happy post so let's not bore u all with my little prob. :) so glad that thursday is a holiday. however, holiday doesnt mean that we get to relax. as new year is drawing nearer, it means the Physiology PBL is coming also, which means i gotta start searchin for info n studying. n also on the 3rd of jan there's biochemistry class test n physiology class test on the 6th. here comes the multiple tests attack again. sigh, i kept forgetting that i should not whine in this post. must be happy! lol.

managed to find this christmas eve celebration photo from my friendster which was taken in 2006 i think.
well, it certainly does not hav all my good friends in it, cos that time only a few ppl went to the gathering, but it's the best pic i could get(i seldom upload photos, lazy =P). to my sp friends(and some intec friends): i really miss hanging out with u ppl!!! really miss those times when we just hav fun together everyday after spm. n the secondary school times. or even the intec times; we always went shopping, ate good food, watched movie n sang k. :) i'll always treasure our moments n friendships! those were the days, haha.

oh ya sze chiang gav me chocolates as christmas present, so nice of her. thanks a lot! one more good news, i'm gonna shift to a more comfortable hostel(but more expensive, hehe) on next sat, finally. feel so excited bout it. n right now, i start counting down to the day when i can go home n just sit there doing nothing. absolutely nothing. dear beloved 6th of feb, i'm waiting for u to come quickly, so that i can go back home! home home! i think it'll kinda more or less boost my spirit to study, hopefully it will.

alright that's all for now. gonna sleep. once again, MERRY CHRISTMAS n happy new year in advance! =) =) =)

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Results

Got my first block exam results today. At MMMC(melaka manipal medical college) here it's very scary, they paste the everyone's result details on the board. so we'll know who got distinction, who failed, who is the top student etc etc.
anyway i'm not the top student la, of course. hehe. din study finish for the exam, so din expect very good results also. i'm very happy that i passed my anatomy, which i thought i've flunked it. also, i'm happy that the marks i got for physiology n biochemistry actually achieve my target. dont wanna mention my marks here. it's kinda embarassing. overall i'm contented but i'm not very proud of the results. i hav to stop procrastinating from today onwards! i just cant seem to find the spirit to study. the spirit has been long lost since form 3 i think. it's just very difficult for me to study everyday. lack of motivation. but this has to stop now. i wanna be better. i need to be better. i need to escape from laziness. wish me luck!

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Not exactly an update

My dear friend Joanne has come back safely fom bangalore n bought me a gift! How thoughtful. I'm so happy. THANKS A MILLION TIONG TIONG! I love the gift. I actually hav nothing to update but just feel so bored n thought i ought to write something. hehe. couldn't think of anything to crap already. gonna sleep. zzzzzzz..... :)